Incapable of feeling any sympathy/
You are only an action of throwing away talent/
Don’t have time to learn what’s wrong with me with you/
When you’re so co-dependent to the attempts/
Your bent passive aggressive way of venting is only prevent/
Seems like nothing can make me cry/
And it’s such a shame to want to die/
Because you know how hard I’ve tried/
I’m coming over but it won’t matter/
It never was enough to ease the pain/
A lonely depression that erases everyone in it’s path/
Show me your subtle emphasis on everything I have missed//

Written by Baz
07 June 2009

What did they do to you/

To make you so damn empty/

It’s safe to say I filled you/

To the brim when you were blue/

And so empty, still empty/

Why did they harm you/

When you deserved only happiness/

A shame to say I love you/

To the center of the real you/

Because you don’t love yourself when you are empty/

When will you return from their pain/

Given to make you empty/

It’s a waste to say you don’t want to/

When you know I can make the pain fade away/

How will you live with the guilt/

Of taking away the beauty in my empty life/

A taste of heaven is one decision away/

Take my hand to lift you up/

We lost ourselves- Get it back/

But we’ll find each other someday/

Somehow I wish/

You wouldn’t give up//

Written by Baz

16 Apr 2006

I am the creeper in the darkness/

Witness the shadow’s edge/

I am the trigger within your inner-self/

Activation and designation/

At the pull of your veins like thread/

I will be here always/

Lurking in your bath of self-hatred/

I will paint your mind red/

I will taint your eyes/

So that time will bend…/

To let me in/

Creating and elating/

The greatest feeling of defiance/

Gutting and rotting/

The chains of your superior’s reliance/

Suppliance and inspirational alliance/

Will make it all end/

I will change and develop your mind’s balance/

To let me in/

Being the whisper behind every feeling/

Reverberative twitch happens before the edge/

I am the helper and the healer/

Of every reaction being felt less/

Seizing and disengaging/

Colliding a black-and-white image of debasement/

I am here always/

Because you created me with acceptance/

I am to paint your life astir/

I am to balance the hate/

I am love that will make/

Your life hurt…/

To let me in/

The third/

One collapsed in the middle/

I am the void/

The collection/

And neither at all/

I am designed for the indecisive/

Those who watch their life being lived/

Only to witness their downfall/

Absolute and ubiquitous/

Typewrite your fateful transience/

I can transpose for you/

Depending on what your white static/

Creates within me/

Necessitate your limitless illusion/

To collect your boundaries set by me/

To let me in/

The rest/

One’s free from division/

Go through life believing/

It’s just not worth living/

Perception is perceived in threes/

There must be some way/

to create another viewpoint/

That’s believed so collectively/

To let me in//

Written by Baz

29 May 2009

Alone I doubt/
To sort out my feelings/
The thought process is brought out/
Will I survive this mental weather?/
To wage a war/
Against the thought/
to drop down four/
And proceed to rot/
The presence of others/
Derangement of colors/
With hue arbidity/
My reflected-self/
Still remains cloudy/
Whether it’s me/
Or the ever-growing insanity/
Rain shrouds a piece of happiness/
We can never put together/
We can never possess/
In our lives full of stress/
Not one to digress I confess less//

Written by Baz 26 Mar 2006

He’s so fragile/
You’ll have to be careful around him/
You might upset him, You could anger him/
He has too many scars/
Too painful for him to show them, BUT HE WILL/
To him you’re an angel/
He acts differently towards you/
He sometimes scares you/
He, in time, repairs you/
He watches you from afar/
Too insecure from his love for you/
He doesn’t want to hurt you/
He just needs to love you/
Is that okay?/
You’re too busy to befriend him/
You’re so consumed that you’re unable/
To notice him when he’s not around/
Is that okay?/
He feels neglected/
He’s quiet around you so that the moment will last/
And permanently soak in/
He needs you to talk to him more/
Is that so insane?/
He promises to behave/
As he/
Tries not to shake/
When he stands inside your incredible love/
Is that okay?//

Written by Baz 23 Jul 2005

I have to do it

I must push through this

Will strong as stone a defender guarding gates

A quick-lipped fast quip

Equipped with the reaction of disease

As the sun goes down and sets its pink filter on the brewing storm

Our shadows touch a revolving fight

As we’re pieces you’ve set down as pawns

To hide your betrayal’s reveal

But the sky won’t meet the ocean today

For the people you take full advantage of are forever broken

Hearts you steal for yourself

Keep them close so they cannot heal

And you can think of me while you have the time of your life

Because I can’t be the only one who got the bad end of the deal

Left empty-handed there is no remedy for what you’re demanding

These feelings aren’t lonely they are spoken by everyone

And when it comes undone you’re the one with blood-drenched hands, unclean

Written by Baz

25 May 2009