Piece two:
Of changing white to black
These pieces wont fit together
Cuz I cant get over the fact
That my life is so far on-track
Of struggling to breathe
Up to my neck in your pictures
Battles lost unable to redeem
Myself for what I believe
And of your ice that has frozen
My pain sorrow and torment again
Given this one chance
To permanently erase all the pain
A cure
Our snow-globe romance
Pain from this reality is impure
A reminder that pain is real
A reminder that I can feel
My insecurity
Layered. Complex. Never-ending…
Given this one pass
To permanently erase all that is me
If I change I wont be complete
Symbiotic torment makes me
I dont know any better
The tears stream down again
I dont know any better
The blood streamed down back then
Now Im lost in the darkness
No friends here to call my own
Been too dependent on them
Maybe Im better off alone
Im killing loneliness the best I can
Cant withstand another blow to the head
With your words that can shatter my world
Or make it a little lighter
You are my fire
And I hold you close
As I go through this healing
You are my cure I chose
My alabaster rose…
Written by Baz
26 May 2006
