Reflectionist Baz's Blog

What did they do to you/

To make you so damn empty/

It’s safe to say I filled you/

To the brim when you were blue/

And so empty, still empty/

Why did they harm you/

When you deserved only happiness/

A shame to say I love you/

To the center of the real you/

Because you don’t love yourself when you are empty/

When will you return from their pain/

Given to make you empty/

It’s a waste to say you don’t want to/

When you know I can make the pain fade away/

How will you live with the guilt/

Of taking away the beauty in my empty life/

A taste of heaven is one decision away/

Take my hand to lift you up/

We lost ourselves- Get it back/

But we’ll find each other someday/

Somehow I wish/

You wouldn’t give up//

 

Written by Baz

16 Apr 2006

I am the creeper in the darkness/

Witness the shadow’s edge/

I am the trigger within your inner-self/

Activation and designation/

At the pull of your veins like thread/

I will be here always/

Lurking in your bath of self-hatred/

I will paint your mind red/

I will taint your eyes/

So that time will bend…/

To let me in/

Creating and elating/

The greatest feeling of defiance/

Gutting and rotting/

The chains of your superior’s reliance/

Suppliance and inspirational alliance/

Will make it all end/

I will change and develop your mind’s balance/

To let me in/

Being the whisper behind every feeling/

Reverberative twitch happens before the edge/

I am the helper and the healer/

Of every reaction being felt less/

Seizing and disengaging/

Colliding a black-and-white image of debasement/

I am here always/

Because you created me with acceptance/

I am to paint your life astir/

I am to balance the hate/

I am love that will make/

Your life hurt…/

To let me in/

The third/

One collapsed in the middle/

I am the void/

The collection/

And neither at all/

I am designed for the indecisive/

Those who watch their life being lived/

Only to witness their downfall/

Absolute and ubiquitous/

Typewrite your fateful transience/

I can transpose for you/

Depending on what your white static/

Creates within me/

Necessitate your limitless illusion/

To collect your boundaries set by me/

To let me in/

The rest/

One’s free from division/

Go through life believing/

It’s just not worth living/

Perception is perceived in threes/

There must be some way/

to create another viewpoint/

That’s believed so collectively/

To let me in//

Written by Baz

29 May 2009

Alone I doubt/
To sort out my feelings/
The thought process is brought out/
Will I survive this mental weather?/
To wage a war/
Against the thought/
to drop down four/
And proceed to rot/
The presence of others/
Derangement of colors/
With hue arbidity/
My reflected-self/
Still remains cloudy/
Whether it’s me/
Or the ever-growing insanity/
Rain shrouds a piece of happiness/
We can never put together/
We can never possess/
In our lives full of stress/
Not one to digress I confess less//

Written by Baz 26 Mar 2006

He’s so fragile/
You’ll have to be careful around him/
You might upset him, You could anger him/
He has too many scars/
Too painful for him to show them, BUT HE WILL/
To him you’re an angel/
He acts differently towards you/
He sometimes scares you/
He, in time, repairs you/
He watches you from afar/
Too insecure from his love for you/
He doesn’t want to hurt you/
He just needs to love you/
Is that okay?/
You’re too busy to befriend him/
You’re so consumed that you’re unable/
To notice him when he’s not around/
Is that okay?/
He feels neglected/
He’s quiet around you so that the moment will last/
And permanently soak in/
He needs you to talk to him more/
Is that so insane?/
He promises to behave/
As he/
Tries not to shake/
When he stands inside your incredible love/
Is that okay?//

Written by Baz 23 Jul 2005